Morning Call to Worship – Day 11 – Heir Force Ministries

Morning Call to Worship – Day 11

Call to Worship – 1 Hour Playlist

#calltoworship Jireh // Elevation Worship & Maverick City – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mC-zw0zCCtg
#calltoworship Break Every Chain (Lyrics) // Tasha Cobbs Leonard – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-pD2zIuiC2g
#calltoworship This Is A Move (Live) // Tasha Cobbs Leonard – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrP63AbapVo
#calltoworship Your Spirit ft. Kierra Sheard (Official Video) // Tasha Cobbs Leonard – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BZT8jqsc8lQ
#calltoworship I Trust You // Tasha Cobbs Leonard – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HLEEoY1S_ho
#calltoworship Fill Me Up / Overflow (Medley) [Live] // Tasha Cobbs Leonard – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OKWkYxikygQ
#calltoworship Forgiven // Shenica Graham – https://www.reverbnation.com/shenicagraham
#calltoworship Jesus Saves (Live) // Tasha Cobbs Leonard – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w3yoyaUj-Sg

Glory to God Almighty!

Continue working on your room, (War Room). If you are done, what can you do to “upgrade” this space?

The Heir Force Inc. DEVOTIONAL Affirmations Journal is part of a devotional series for people of faith. This journal includes 31 daily affirmations to help you become the man or woman of purpose that you were born to be.

Each of the daily topics is an “I statement,” also called an affirmation. Affirmations help you to program your thought process, which is a vital part of changing your mind to conform to the mind of Christ.

#calltoworship – Good Morning ABBA! Good Morning JESUS! Good Morning HOLY SPIRIT! Good Morning Heir Force! Good Morning 31 Women and 4th Watch! Good morning guests and friends! This is your Call To Worship! 1. Jireh // Elevation Worship & Maverick City – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mC-zw0zCCtg

Today, listen to the rest of the Call to Worship Playlist included on the left side of this post. Pray along with the Hour of Power Prayer video, and continue working on your War Room.

This page is updated throughout the morning.

Hour of Power – 1 Hour of Prayer

Write down the referenced scriptures for reading throughout the day // Trust God and Pray | 1 Hour Daily Prayer For Blessings and Fresh Anointing – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WlARiu3Y5WQ

Today’s Bible Insight: I Am Beloved of God

Introduction

Today is the 11^th day of a Call To Worship. Share the posts that have gone forth so far (days 1 – 11) with your family and friends. You can share the #call-to-worship tag feed from this site, and the Heir Force University Facebook page at https://www.facebook.com/HeirForceUniversity/.

Next is an excerpt from the book, The Heir Force Inc Devotional Affirmations Journal (in progress at https://goheirforce.com/library/books/hfidaj/).

The Heir Force Inc Devotional Affirmations Journal

I Am Beloved of God

I was on lockdown for 22 days in a psychiatric ward. When I arrived, I did not know my name or who I was. I was having visual and auditory hallucinations. I had not slept more than five hours in three days. I could not sleep at all during the first four days on the ward. I could not focus. I could not write. I could not sing.

These creative markers tell the story every time my mental health declines. When I am well, I can write and sing. So as I entered the ward disconnected from my core and two days after my forty-second birthday, I was having a meltdown … again.

I had been in recovery for almost two years. Then, things started to fall apart. My mother was diagnosed with breast cancer. Her husband was diagnosed with multiple myeloma cancer. My birth father died. I was having five or more panic attacks every day and I could not sleep at night.

Who Am I?

As my faithful readers know, I battle PTSD, bipolar disorder, major depression, and schizophrenia all resulting from childhood abuse. How? – You might ask, can I be a media missionary – a Christian author and evangelist, and have serious mental health issues? I had the same question – like Paul with the thorn in his flesh – about which he entreated God three times to remove, and three times The LORD said no.

In high school, I received the Harriet Tubman Award for being the Black Moses (hence my pen name Noire Mosée) of my generation. Moses had a speech impediment that made him question God’s reasoning in choosing him to be the deliverer of the Children of Isreal. After surviving severe postpartum depression, I began having symptoms of dissipating mental health. I never felt so far from being a prophet.

Hello, My Name is “Beloved”

Through my bouts with insomnia, I kept repeating the quote, “He [God] giveth His beloved sleep. While having so much trouble sleeping, I began thinking, am I not beloved because I cannot sleep? This is how depression manifests. It amplifies a negative thought.

It is vain for you to rise early, To retire late, To eat the bread of anxious labors— For He gives [blessings] to His beloved even in his sleep. Psalm 127:2 AMP

I could not identify with my purpose. What was a simple lack of sleep became an identity crisis. After about fourteen days of doing nothing but trying to rest in my room, I started to get some sleep during the night after my medications were changed.

Note: I believe in healing whether by miracle or by medicine. If a doctor prescribes medication for your mental health condition and it improves your quality of life, I believe this is a blessing from GOD, working through the doctor. I take a few medications every day just to maintain a close to normal atmosphere of health. When your atmosphere is controlled, you can focus on thriving in your faith.

As I started having more restful sleep and eating well, I realized that my condition was improving without the typical stressors that I was accustomed to facing every day. Although I was feeling better, I still needed to know who I was and whose I was.

I started reading my own book while confined. Suddenly I was no longer lost. The book was speaking to my heart in a familiar way. I could not argue with the ink on the pages. It told me that I was the daughter of the most high KING. I was destined to do more than die in the wilderness after forty years of circling the desert on a nowhere-go-round. It told me that I am a woman of purpose. It said…

For ⁶I am convinced and confident of this very thing, that He who has begun a good work in you will [continue to] perfect and complete it until the day of Christ Jesus [the time of His return]. Philippians 1:6 AMP

I started believing what I read. It was a positive transformative experience. I realized in the middle of a psych ward that my broken mind had produced answers to questions that had perplexed me for my whole life. It answered the questions Who am I and Who is God? and Who does God say that I am?

I have a mission to help the woman in my book touch the lives of other women suffering from depression, or battling Post Traumatic Stress Disorder; or who are sick from the low lows and the manic highs on the roller coaster of bipolar disorder; or who feel like they are losing their right mind because of schizophrenia.

Now that I can sleep, I will not rest until I have brought many people to hope in Jesus Christ.

Here is some meat for those of you who are no longer Babes in the spirit (able to handle only the “milk” of the WORD – Hebrews 5:12, Hebrews 5:14)... Maintaining our zeal for the flock of GOD, it is important not to neglect the adults (not the aged, but the spiritaully mature) while we are girding the infants. The adults as well as the children need to grow. The Power To Take Risks // Dr. Cindy Trimm | The DNA of Destiny – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sxht5AdwHO4

Thank you JESUS! Hallelujah!